Itâs been a month since I last saw Lawrence and Dawn.
Since I killed a flower with nothing but intent. Since I crossed whatever aetherial faultline was keeping my senses from fraying.
Now everythingâs sharper, colors, sounds, the weight of air on my skin. I hate it. Not just a little. It's a reminder that I havenât done what I promised Lawrence. Havenât even tried.
I keep wondering how long I can avoid him.
Not because Iâm scared of him. Well, maybe a little, but Iâm more scared of what Iâll have to say.
Iâm not ready to talk about Xolob.
Not ready to admit I killed them. Not ready to lie about it, either, or find the version that sounds believable enough to pass.
Casting comes easier now.
Ever since I forced that silent thread to bend, the rest of the weave feels... tense.
Like it knows I could make it kneel. Like itâs waiting for a command.
I havenât told anyone about it, but Eshlynâs been looking at me differently.
Not the warm way I like. More like Iâm a puzzle she hasnât solved yet. And gods, I wish sheâd stop trying.
The scent of crushed bark and sun-dried herbs hit the back of my throat the second I nudged open Seleneâs door. I used to love this place. Still do, in theory. But today the air felt... coiled. Like it had swallowed the anticipation of everyone inside and decided to wear it like perfume. Everyone was already there, quiet, slouched, stiff in that unmistakable way people get when theyâve been waiting too long with one thing on their mind.
Every eye turned to the door. To me.
I froze. âDid someone die?â I asked, half serious.
âYouâre finally here,â Selene called out. Pure joy dripping from her tone. She glided through the beaded curtain like only a spirit could. A single letter waited on the counter, sealed in dark red wax. The sigil in the center was sharp and deep, too deliberate to ignore. âBe a dear and lock the door, wonât you? Weâve got wonderful news to share.â
A dozen questions clawed their way up my throat, but I swallowed them.
I turned the lock with a loud thud and flipped the sign in the window.
âUh-huh.â The bite in my voice came out sharper than I meant. âSomeone want to tell me what's going on?â
Val sat off to the side, half-sunken into a crooked chair. A lazy attempt at seeming interested when he obviously wasn't.
Dent slouched at the low table, hands clasped like he was mid-prayer, or mid-apology. He and Val were a direct contrast to Eshlyn, who sat up immediately when I entered, and Selene, who was practically glowing.
Seleneâs eyes drifted quickly to the envelope. âWeâve received word from the Queen. We thought it best to open it all together.â
âOh.â I put on a practiced smile. âGreat. Finally getting recognition for the cure you and Eshlyn made. Right?â
âI was beginning to think it wasnât going to happen,â Eshlyn said optimistically. âIt's been so long since we delivered the original sample⌠along with the formula.â
âWell, we haven't opened it yet, but that's what I'm hoping for.â Her echo of her voice rose with growing excitement.
âI don't mean to be rude, but she kind of took her sweet ass time didnât she?â I leaned against the wall closest to Val. âWe already synthesized and gave the cure to Dent⌠Like a while ago.â
Selene dramatically swished her translucent hair around. âOh, hush, darling, you're about to be in the presence of royaltyyyy.â
Val shook his head at Seleneâs last comment, a smile barely forming on his lips. âAny reason theyâd wait until now to send something?â
âThe queen is a busy woman,â Selene interjected, her translucent gaze flicking between me and Val. âBut it's here now, and that's what matters.â
Silence hung thick between us until Dent shifted, sliding his chair a little closer. âOk, Iâll admit⌠Iâm a little nervous, what if it's about me?â
âYouâre perfectly fine, Dent. Been that way for months.â I tried to sound reassuring, even though my gut wrenched at the thought I might be included in whatever the queen wants. âShe probably just wants to congratulate Selene and Eshlyn. What they accomplished was extraordinary after all.â
âAlright, alright. Enough speculation.â Eshlyn cut in. I could tell she was trying not to act giddy. âEveryone is here, let's just open it, shall we?â
âOh, I can't look!â Selene spun around. âYou should be the one to do it, Eshlyn. You contributed more than I did, after all.â
We all looked at each other for a beat before nodding. Finally, she reached forward, her fingers brushing tentatively over the seal before breaking it and reading. We watched in silence, breath held like it might change the words.
âWell?â Dent asked, voice low but sharp, slicing the silence.
She didnât respond at first. Her eyes just scanned the page. Lips pressing into a thin line.
âCome on, Eshlyn. Youâre gonna give me a stroke over there.â I tried to keep it light, but it landed somewhere between joke and plea.
âItâs⌠official,â she said finally. âA royal summons. All five of us. By name.â
She looked up, eyes steady. âRemy. Val. Dent. Selene. Myself.
Signed by Queen Aurelene.â
I tried to hold a fake smile on my face, but my stomach dropped when she mentioned me.
Val snorted, dry and humorless. âWhat the hell does she want with me?â
âOr me?â I looked at Selene and Eshlyn, trying not to appear startled.
âNo idea,â Dent said, glancing over to Val before finding me. âBut you gave Eshlyn the original sample, Selene delivered it to the queen. And then Eshlyn cultivated the cure, and I was treated with it.â
âWe all had a role,â Eshlyn said. âBut thereâs no explanation, just the summons. Weâre expected at the citadel in two days. Thatâs⌠all it says.â
âNot even a thank you?â Dent muttered, leaning back.
âNo formal thanks? No little ribbon?â Selene snorted, posture sinking low. âHow rude.â
Eshlyn studied the page again. âJust the Queenâs signature and the appointment time.â
I crossed my arms. âSo they wait until weâve done everything, fixed the problem, proved Dentâs fine, nearly forgotten the whole mess, and now they what? Want to talk?â
âWithout even a thanks, fuck you or nothing?â Val stood up, jaw tight.
Eshlyn folded the letter neatly and set it down. âSeems so, but the timing is deliberate. That much is obvious.â
Val glanced at me, skeptical. âYouâre sure this is about Eshlyn and Selene?â
âI donât know,â I muttered. âBut yeah⌠probably. What else would it be?â
Silence fell, thick as fog.
âWell, I guess we'll have to find out while we're there,â Eshlyn said, barely above a whisper.
âNo shot.â The words flew out before I could stop them. âIâm not walking into a royal spotlight. If they know who I am, thatâs a one-way trip to prison.â
âWhat?â Selene asked, eyes flicking toward me like Iâd just let something slip. âItâs a summons, not an invitation. And recognition from the queen is not something to pass up on.â
Val stood, running a hand through his hair. â...Fuck.â
âWeâre expected to act like professionals,â Eshlyn said. âThey wonât doubt us if we donât give them a reason to. So just⌠be mindful.â Her eyes flicked to me, not cold, just watchful.
âPrecisely. The Queen has bigger problems than your criminal record,â Selene said, voice rising just enough to cut the tension. âWe should be flattered. Our efforts are finally being recognized.â
âSorry.â I dragged a hand down my face. âI didn't mean to dampen the mood. So⌠whatâs the dress code?â
Best clothes to go to prison in. I thought sarcastically.
âFormal attire, no doubt,â Eshlyn responded casually.
Dent huffed a tired laugh. âWell. At least we know it won't be boring.â
âI wouldnât be so sure,â Val said under his breath.
                                         ...
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The conservatory courtyard was still, save for the scrape of boots and birdsong drifting through the morning fog. The grass beneath us steamed faintly; the early sunlight kissing away the nightâs chill.
Val and I stood in the center of the ring, breathless and lightly bruised.
I winced, flexing my wrist as I adjusted my grip on the practice daggers, leather-wrapped hilts worn soft with use. âYouâre slowing down,â I said between breathless pants.
âThat's not me, youâre moving faster,â he countered, parrying a last phantom strike as we disengaged. âProbably because youâre using daggers again.â
âThat was the goal, after all.â I chuckled, trying to brush off the compliment.
He exhaled through his nose, nodding once. âThe speed is great, almost good enough to compensate for their lack of reach.â He paused, eyes settling. âAnd I know that look. Youâre thinking about doing something reckless again, arenât you?â
I shrugged, not quite hiding the tension in my shoulders. âMight be. Tomorrowâs kind of a big day.â
Val rolled his neck and stretched one arm overhead. âItâll be fine. Just⌠stay close.â
I arched a brow. âSo you can be the first to intercept a bolt meant for my head?â
He gave a humorless smirk. âSo I can make sure you're not the only one arrested if things go sideways. I doubt they know anything about you, but if they do, weâll deal with it. Together.â
There it was, his fierce protectiveness, always dressed in practicality, always understated, but never lacking that steadying weight that made my pulse slow just a little.
I let the silence sit for a moment before donning a grin. âSpeaking of which. Do you think the guards would let me in with daggers tucked under my dress?â
Val snorted. âWhat, sewn into the lining?â
âNo, strapped to my thighs. Real elegant, like usual.â
âI donât think theyâre going to care how tasteful your concealed weapons are, Remy. Theyâll probably just arrest you for trying.â
âShame,â I said lightly, twirling one of the daggers in a slow arc. âThey match my necklace.â
He shook his head, that faint smirk lingering. âSecurity will be tight. Just donât do anything reckless.â
âMe?â I feigned innocence, pushing a light finger to his chest in a mocking tease. âNever.â
He stepped closer then, just a few inches from me. The warmth radiating off his skin cut through the cool morning air. âIf you werenât in trouble already, then you will be if they catch you sneaking in weapons.â He leaned in slightly, enough to speak in a low whisper, just for me. âBut I mean it. Stay close.â
I looked up at him, heartbeat quiet but firm in my chest.
âYou know,â I murmured, pulling him in to hold my gaze. âFor someone who acts like they donât care, youâre awfully willing to defy the government for me.â
Val didnât reply, just lingered for a beat longer than necessary before kissing me like he meant it to be remembered. His hand found my chin when we broke apart. âYouâll never hear those words from me ever again.â
âThen Iâll try to stay out of jail.â A smile tugged at my mouth as I leaned in for another kiss. âFor both of us.â
                                         ...
I wasnât going in unprepared.
The Queenâs citadel was the judicial heart of the floor, law, power, and punishment, all in one gilded box. Thereâd be guards, officials, wards... and the Queen herself, who I doubt Iâll get along with.
If they donât already know Iâm on the run, I might be able to pass. If they do⌠I need a plan.
At the very least, I could scout the layout, mark the exits, count blind spots, and pick out places to stash a weapon if it came to that.
The rooftop baked beneath my boots, sun-heated slate radiating warmth through the soles. Wind stirred the air, sharp with copper and stone. I crouched at the edge, cloak tight, eyes tracking the fortress below.
The citadel sprawled in cold precision: marble towers kissed with silver, banners snapping in rhythm with the breeze. Four drawbridges crossed the moat, one for each cardinal direction, guard rotations ticking like clockwork.
Carriages filtered through the gates in perfect sequence. One stopped at the outer post, then again under the archway, each checkpoint lit with faint wardlight. No stumbles. No shouting. Not even a bird above the spires.
It was all too calm.
I narrowed my focus, eyes locking on a pair of officials as they crossed the final threshold. My vision shifted, tuning into their aether-signatures. Something I figured out since viewing the weave.
The wards flared, just once. A soft pulse. Then dimmed.
Logged. Stamped. Filed away.
My gut twisted. This wasnât just security. It was surveillance.
I scanned the field again. What would the Queen expect from us? Charm? Submission? I assume she wouldnât tolerate dissent or defiance. Not from someone like me.
My perception stretched to the wards, feeling for seams, timing, and pressure. A pattern. A weakness. Anything I could use.
Focus. Zoom. Magnify. I pushed my vision closer like twisting a lens. Just enough to see clearly.
Could I mask the blades? Blur their outline like I do with the aether-hand? Maybe. But hiding from people isnât the problem. The wards are what matter, they see through illusions.
Still running through the options, I heard a voice beside me:
âDo you ever just walk the streets like a normal person?â
I didnât flinch. But only because I was half-expecting the voice.
Sort of.
I wasnât happy to see him, but heâd stayed away longer than I thought he would.
âHello, Lawrence,â I said flatly. âEver consider not sneaking up on people like a deranged stalker?â
He stepped up beside me without a sound, hands clasped behind his back. His coat fluttered faintly in the breeze, the hood still shadowing his face. Far too many layers for a sunny day, but he didnât look even mildly uncomfortable.
âIn this context,â he said, casual as always, âI find it more efficient to bypass pleasantries.â
A pause. Then, with a glance toward the Citadel: âEspecially when someoneâs perched in a restricted zone, watching the Queenâs walls like a thief casing a vault.â
I glanced sideways. âI prefer nervous guest... and how do you do that?â
âWhatever do you mean?â His voice slithered across my spine like it usually did.
I turned back to my scouting. âWalking around without a sound⌠and finding me up here.â
âSurely silence isnât beyond your skill set.â He paused. âAnd as for finding you⌠Well, you glow like a lighthouse.â
âGreat,â I muttered without looking. âAny tips on not shining like a beacon for the magically inclined?â
âYouâd know,â he said, âif you werenât so determined to play this ridiculous game of cat and mouse.â His gaze drifted down to the Citadel as he settled beside me, moving with the unbothered grace of a shadow choosing where to fall. âAnd donât tell me you are actually planning a heist?â
âWhy does everyone assume Iâm up to no good?â I adjusted my stance, refusing to rise to the bait. âIâm just scoping the place. Iâve been summoned for tomorrow.â
âLovely,â he said smoothly. âJudging by your paranoia, I take it youâre not expecting tea and cake.â
âI donât know yet,â I said, catching an unreadable tilt in his expression.
Lawrence tilted his head, the movement precise, almost ceremonial. He studied me for a breath too long, then let a smile unfurl across his face, slow, elegant, and unsettling. âYou have been avoiding me,â he said plainly. âWhy?â
I rolled my eyes, turning my gaze back to the citadel spires. âNice to see you too.â
âYou promised something and have yet to deliver.â
I tried not to react, but my voice betrayed me, just slightly. âI never gave a timeline.â
A pause. Then, soft and cutting: âYouâre stalling.â
I didnât answer. Just tracked the motion of a guard squad turning the eastern corner, too precise to be routine, too sharp to be casual.
Lawrence continued, almost idly. âDo you know what happens when you delay progress, Remy? The world moves on without you. Your enemies evolve. Your allies die. And the power you mightâve wielded.â
âBecomes someone elseâs,â I finished. âYeah, yeah. Youâve made the pitch.â
Still... why emphasize the âalliesâ part? The thought lodged in my ribs.
âYet it seems you have not been listening.â He responded, voice cold.
I tensed, fingers curling around the edge of my cloak. âIâm not ready.â
He hummed, a quiet, amused sound with no warmth.
âHonesty. At last.â
âIâm not afraid of the power,â I said, though the words tasted like doubt. âIâm afraid of what it might take to keep it.â
His eyes narrowed slightly. âYou think restraint is a virtue. But in your position, itâs a liability.â
I met his gaze, unwavering. âYou think I should become something like you.â
âNo,â he said softly. âYou will never be like me, but whatever you are, itâs clear you haven't accepted it yet.â
The silence stretched, taut as a bowstring. Then I broke it.
âAlright⌠What do you want to know about Xolob?â
His answer came cool and immediate: âWho did it. And why.â
âThe people in the alley,â I responded just as fast. âThe ones who were waiting for me.
The ones who arenât breathing anymore.â
âGo onâ, his red eyes gleamed, subtle but hungry.
âThey work under the Xanatharâs Guild.â I continued. âThey took Xolob. Burned the shop after things went sideways. I know of them.â I prayed he wouldnât ask how. âSlave trade. Filthy workâŚâ
âDo you believe Xolob could still be alive?â
âNo.â I said too fast, too certain.
âInteresting.â He paused, sharp and deliberate. âWhat else do you know?â
âI know where their headquarters is. At least the one on this floor.â
âYouâll take me there,â he said like it was already settled, âwhen the time is right.â His eyes lingered, voice cold despite the calm. âMore importantly, you need training. Guidance.â
I didnât answer. It wasnât a question.
âRemy.â His voice dropped, ominous and low.
My eyes snapped to his.
âDo not ignore me again.â
I only nodded, swallowing the lump rising in my throat, trying not to flinch as his blood-red eyes caught the light, a faint smile curling like he was daring me to find out what happens if I do.
The silence stretched taunt before his gaze moved toward the Citadel again. âWhat are you planning?â
Not even I knew exactly, so I simply said. âIâd rather not go in unarmed, or at all, honestly. But I donât have that luxury.â
âYou want to bring a blade into the Queenâs sanctum,â His lips tilted, half amusement, half condescension. âYouâve mapped the location. Counted exits. Weighed the wards. Clever.â
A pause. âBut illusions, or any casting, really, will only work against you.â
âWhy?â I asked, more intrigued than I wanted to admit.
âBecause theyâre wards are not just scanning for weapons. Theyâre scanning for will. And yours burns too bright to be hidden.â
I swallowed hard. âSo thatâs it? Just walk in defenseless, hope they donât notice the fugitive in their midst?â
Lawrence's lips twitched upwards. âAnd you believe what? That a dagger or two will give you a fighting chance?â
âIt's better than nothing.â I retorted.
âI hardly think so.â
He reached into his coat and withdrew something small and dark, flat like a coin, but etched with shifting lines that shimmered under the light. âThis,â he said, holding it between two fingers, âis a token of stillness. It wonât conceal anything you're dense enough to bring in, but it will quiet that flame you wear like a banner.â
âYou mean, it'll change my signature?â I turned towards him, shocked that such a thing existed.
âNot exactly, but it will make you uninteresting.â
I stared at it, wary. âWhy help me?â
He looked toward the sky, sun catching the edge of his skin. It smoked faintly before he turned back into his hooded shade. âBecause if the Queen wants something from you⌠I doubt it ends at conversation, and the less she knows, the better. For both of us.â
I took the token. It was cool and weightless, but something in it pulsed, slow and steady, like a heartbeat.
Lawrence stood. âAnd leave the blades. Itâs not like you need them anyway.â
âThank you,â I said quietly. Wishing I didnât feel the urge to say what he so clearly wanted to hear. âWeâll meet up again when this is over.â
âExcellent,â he turned to leave before continuing. â... And one more thing. Do not trust the Queen. Not even with the smallest piece of you.â
He was gone before I could respond, just as quickly as he appeared, but still... something gnawed at me.
He didn't even ask that many questions.
                                         ...
The scent of pressed linen and rose balm filled the bedchamber, mingling with warm afternoon light that spilled through delicate curtains.
Across the bed, four gowns lay neatly arranged.
One starlight silver.
One rosy red.
The blue I hadnât worn in ages.
And my favorite, black, the kind that drank in light and didnât give it back.
Eshlyn circled behind me, comb in hand, silent and focused as she worked through my hair.
Her fingers moved with careful precision. Methodical.
She tucked a stray strand behind my ear, smoothing it down without a word.
âYou know,â I said, watching her in the vanity mirror, âif you stare at my scalp any harder, your eyeballs might pop out.â
She smiled faintly, not quite looking up. âIâm trying to decide if your hair isnât cooperating because it hates me, or because it fears what I might do to it.â
âIâm leaning toward fear. Self-preservation, probably.â
âIâm certainly feeling the disdain,â she murmured, finally meeting my eyes in the mirror.
âStill, youâll look dazzling. Scandalous enough to raise a brow, but tasteful enough to get away with it.â
âIâd usually love that,â I said, more thoughtful now. âBut I think I need something softer this time. Something that says Iâm not worth a second glance.â
Eshlyn moved around to face me, holding out a pair of crescent-shaped earrings, opals catching the light.
âYou know my ears arenât pierced,â I said, eyeing them with genuine regret.
âA tragedy we should rectify,â she sighed, then reached instead for a necklace, silver thread strung with midnight stones and quiet diamonds. She fastened it around my neck.
âI know you're not feeling optimistic, so I'll concede this time. Shall I contrast your gentle fit with as much fire as I can manage?â
âThat would be lovely⌠and so you,â I said, catching her gaze in the mirror with a slow smile.
She nudged my shoulder. âNeed I remind you, weâre attending a royal dinner. Not a trial.â
âDepending on their intel, it might be the same thing.â I shot back, trying to keep my tone casual.
She gave a short, tight laugh. Then lowered herself into the armchair beside me.
âIâve met her, by the way.â She said after a pause. âQueen Aurelene. Once before.â
I turned slightly toward her. âYou think sheâll recognize you?â
âPerhaps, but I doubt it,â she said carefully, âIâll admit, I was excited earlier, but Iâm feeling a bit strange about it now.â
âHow so?â I questioned.
âNot sure. The timing and lack of detail in her letter just make me think it's not recognition sheâs offering.â
âThen youâre probably right,â I said softly. âSorry. I know that meant a lot to you.â
âIâm alright.â Eshlyn reached out, brushing her fingers against mine before taking my hand. âBut if Iâm right, Selene will be devastated.â
âDamn⌠Well then, for her sake. I hope you're wrong.â
She nodded slowly, thumb tracing the edge of my knuckle. âI admire that about you. You might not hope for yourself⌠but you always do for others.â
I chuckled. âMight want to get your eyes checked. Iâm more âdisaster with good intentionsâ than anything admirable.â
âNot true.â She bumped me with her shoulder. âYou get into trouble, sure. But you always land on your feet.â
Finally, I leaned forward, resting my forehead against hers.
She let out a breath I hadnât noticed sheâd been holding, slow, deliberate.
âYou know,â I whispered, holding her gaze, âyouâre kind of adorable when youâre pretending not to worry.â
She huffed a laugh that cracked, just slightly. âAnd youâre intolerable, giving me those eyes when we have places to be.â
I smiled, leaned in, and nipped at her ear. âThen let her wait. Iâve got more important things to handle.â
Her fingers curled beneath my jaw, drawing me into a kissâslow, steady, grounding.
Not meant to ignite.
Meant to anchor.
When we broke apart, her hand lingered, thumb brushing my cheek.
âDonât tempt me,â she whispered.
âTempt you into something stupid?â I teased, dragging each word with dramatic sarcasm. âWouldnât dream of it.â
We lingered like that a moment longer before I finally stood, reaching for the soft blue dress and tossing the red one toward her. âMeek and dangerous,â I said with a wink. âWeâve got this.â
Eshlyn caught the gown mid-air, already rising to meet the moment. âThen allow me to do the talking,â she said, glancing over her shoulder, âand keep your head down.â
She paused for a beat. âMaybe theyâll believe it.â
                                         ...
The lobby gleamed beneath the afternoon sun, polished stone floors reflecting light like calm water. A fragrant breeze from the courtyard stirred the silk banners overhead.
Dent, Val, and Selene waited near the front desk, framed by the tall archway. The quiet hum of carriage wheels lingered outside the opulent doorway, held open by my favorite doorman, waiting to give me their all-too-familiar greeting.
Dent wore a cream tunic trimmed with soft brown, modest, but clean. Beside him, Selene stood like something carved from myth. Gone were the layers of translucent modesty. Today she shimmered in white and gold, her form gliding with quiet grace. A spirit dressed as a prayer.
Val turned to face us, dressed in a darker tunic, black with soft blue underlayers, subtle embroidery threading up the cuffs. It wasnât identical to mine, but the color echo made something in my chest tighten. I didnât try to match, but it was a pleasant surprise.
As we reached the landing, just as planned, Eshlyn stole the room.
Her gown was deep crimson, layered in folds of light fabric that trailed behind her like living flame. The bodice was sharp, confident, and unapologetic. Even Selene tilted her head in acknowledgment.
âEshlyn,â Dent murmured with a low whistle. âYou could start a revolution with that gown.â
âYouâre too kind,â she responded, my arm linked with hers. âBesides, it was all Remyâs idea. They want to hide in my shadow.â
I gave her a flat look. âI believe it's called subterfuge.â
âMore like forgettable,â she teased.
I bumped her playfully with my hip, âThat's the idea, isnât it?â
âWhatever it isâŚâ Dent motioned to lead her down the final steps. I let her go, slowly letting my outstretched arm keep contact until his replaced my own. â...Itâs working.â
Seleneâs gaze passed over me, the modest blue dress, the subdued details. She didnât speak, but she gave me a nod of approval, posture as pleasant as ever.
Val stepped closer, eyes sweeping over my outfit without a word. But his mouth shifted into a sly smile, and he offered his arm with a look that made me feel like I was the only one in the room.
âLook at you!â I teased, linking his arm with mine. âWe even match.â
âIâm thoughtful like that.â He said arrogantly.
I bumped against him as if to say, stop looking at me like that before replying. âHowâd you know?â
âSecret.â He winked, eyes lingering.
Behind us, the chariot driver entered, a tall man in a tailored black uniform and equally tall hat. He gave a practiced bow. âIf the ascenders are ready,â he said, âthe Queen awaits.â
Selene extended her arm, mirroring Eshlynâs grace with unsettling precision. The driver met her halfway in a silent exchange of etiquette. She didnât speak, but the gesture felt chilling, like watching a ghost glide into a painting.
Val took my hand lightly, guiding me toward the carriage. Its polished black frame gleamed like obsidian.
âI canât tell if youâve done this before,â I said, eyeing the steps, âor if youâre very good at pretending. Either way, itâs freaking me out.â
âOh, good,â he chuckled, guiding me into the carriage âI was just thinking how very posh and un-Remy-like you were being.â
âEshlyn did tell me to keep my head down.â I teased lightly, not letting go until he took a seat beside me with practiced ease.
âWorked great the last time.â He whispered against my ear.
I elbowed him, but didnât lean away. âAre you always this annoying, or just when Iâm trying to behave?â
âHard to say,â he murmured, eyes lingering. âWhen have you ever done that?â
One by one, we stepped into the cab, cushioned, tasteful, and quiet. The doors shut behind us with a heavy thud. The sound echoed through the small space, and I shivered as the sun vanished behind the curtains.
Only a single lightstone hung overhead, casting the cabin in a soft, pale glow.
                                         ...
The dining hall was a masterpiece of symmetry and shine, silver-veined stone stretched into vaulted ceilings, candlelight glinting off crystalware set with such precision it looked summoned.
The tall windows were veiled in white linen, a delicate touch in a space otherwise crafted to overwhelm. Three soldiers flanked each wall, unmoving in silver-trimmed armor.
Everything gleamed.
Everything watched.
The table stretched like a runway between us, guards stationed along the edges like ornate statues. Servants moved like shadows, silent and sharp-eyed. Officials filled the upper seats, their faces unreadable behind layers of polished etiquette.
Even after hours spent scoping this place from above, Iâd come to one simple conclusion:
Donât even try.
Not a charm tucked in a boot seam. Not a thread. Needle. Nothing.
In the end, I could only pray a cloak of mediocrity would shield me from whatever waited inside this prosperous palace of pretentious puppets.
I used what Lawrence gave me just before the carriage stopped, did exactly as instructed: pressed the token to my pulse, waited until it dulled, and tossed it out before we passed the wards.
I didnât know why or if I really needed it but it was all I had to calm my nerves and now there was no going back so whatever it was. I hope it worked.
We were already seated when she entered. Queen Aurelene lowered herself at the head of the table like a crown settling into place atop her kingdom. Full of grace and composure. She wore storm-gray silk edged in pale gold. Her face was lined with age, hair mostly ashen. But every motion was deliberate and every expression, unreadable.
It wasnât serenity or power that coiled beneath her skin.
It was worse: absolute, unchallenged authority.
And I immediately hated every inch of her. I tried not to. I really did. But the arrogance, the ease, it reeked of blind entitlement. The kind that comes from being born with a world already bent to your will.
Val took my hand once everyone was seated, resting it in the small space between us.
I was grateful. It kept me still. Made it easier to appear casual. To be careful. To hide the weight of every calculation running behind my eyes.
There were too many forks. Multiple glasses. Sized utensils that made no sense to me. Just like that first dinner I had with Eshlyn, but now I understood why she might have called it ânot too fancy.â Because this was ghastly in comparison.
Now she sat beside me at a table designed to break âlesserâ people.
And she smiled like sheâd been born for it. Poised and refined. Every movement graceful enough to disarm.
She inclined her head toward the Queen with practiced deference, voice warm but measured.
âYour Majesty. Itâs an honor to be invited into your home today. We humbly thank you for your hospitality.â
There it was, her mask.
Perfectly placed. No cracks.
A beautiful lie.
I knew Eshlyn had actually hated this kind of thing. The overdone pageantry. The hollow politics and constant pretending. But she was good at it. Too good.
The Queen offered a thin smile in return. âEshlyn Elleth, your reputation precedes you. The honor is mine.â
Elleth?
Her gaze swept the table slowly, like she was weighing each of us on some invisible scale before continuing.
âIâll admit,â she began, her tone graceful but firm, âitâs rare I extend invitations of this nature. But then again, itâs rare that unregarded Ascenders distinguish themselves so efficiently.â
She smiled, like sheâd just offered a compliment instead of a veiled reminder of our place.
âAs Floor Oneâs sovereign, itâs my duty to recognize excellence where I see it, and to encourage harmony between sectors. Especially in times such as these.â
She lifted a glass, but didnât drink. âYou represent a kind of possibility thatâs increasingly difficult to cultivate: adaptable, untethered, and resourceful.â
What's with the aggressive compliments?
Servants moved in quiet rhythms when the queen paused, setting down the first course, roots and microgreens shaped into a fan across a plate that looked like spun ice. It was beautiful but pointless. Starvation disguised as cuisine.
The Queen gestured delicately toward the meal. âWeâve brought together the best of First Floorâs culinary tradition tonight, seasonal, of course. The wine is a coast-grown blush aged in starlit vaults, paired for balance. I believe you will find it subtle, but enduring.â
She let that sit for a moment, as if we might applaud.
Is she really going to wait all night before getting to the point?
âOur head kitchen staff will join us in a moment to go over the full menu, but until then, please eat, enjoy. I am sure you will find everything to your liking.â
Everyone did as instructed, as if it were an order.
Or at least, we moved our utensils like we were supposed to.
Eshlyn was practiced and natural. Surprisingly, Val kept up with relative ease, but Dent looked just as out of place as I was trying not to be. Even Selene, who rarely engaged in mortal âcomfortsâ, moved her silverware with subtle, precise coordination, like she was reenacting a ritual meant to loosely resemble eating.
Course after course arrived, delicate as lace and twice as fragile. Glazed roots carved into spirals. Foamed mushrooms served on glass spoons. A soup so thin it could have been tears, poured from a vessel that looked more ceremonial than practical.
Conversation buzzed politely in the head of the table, officials murmuring, goblets clinking, the rustle of silk and softened protocol. But our end of the table was mostly quiet.
I kept my eyes down, occasionally glancing sideways at Val or Dent. They were similarly hushed, composed, each of us seemingly content just to get through this without drawing attention.
Eventually, I looked up to find Eshlyn sipping her wine with the elegance of someone trained not to choke on hypocrisy. The silence was deafening, so I leaned toward her, voice low. âEnjoying the wine?â
âSubtle but enduring,â she murmured, echoing the Queenâs earlier phrasing. âShe really knows how to treat us, doesnât she?â
Her smile was all teeth, but I knew it was fake. She winked a second later, sharp as a knife.
I stifled a laugh putting on the richest accent I could. âOh yes. Quite. The produce is delightfully... seasonal.â
Val snorted beside me before catching himself, clearing his throat, and recovering with mock poise. âI concur. Seasonal indeed.â
âTake in the pleasantries of royalty,â Eshlyn added lightly. âIt may be our only chance to indulge in such lavish... lavestry.â
Dent coughed before clearing his throat in the same fashion. âTo lavistry then,â he echoed, lifting his glass with theatrical solemnity. We clinked our glasses in unison, quiet, composed, treasonously amused.
All the while, the Queen continued her conversation with her advisors, untouched by irony.
No urgency. No mention of the real reason we were here.
By the time the final dish was cleared, I could feel the burn in my chest.
Not from the wine or from hunger.
Just from waiting.
Knowing there had to be something ugly buried under all this shine, and the gray-haired lady at the head of the table was enjoying every second of delay.
She finally addressed us when a servant whisked her napkin away and Selene perked up like it was finally her moment.
âHowever delightful the chef may be,â the queen said calmly, âI want you to know this is not a reward.â
I could tell Selene was subtly trying not to sink in her chair.
So⌠not a celebration after all.
Gods, what are we doing here?
âConsider it an invitation,â she continued. âTo collaborate. To elevate. After all⌠legacy is built on the backs of the willing as well as the able.â
The way she spews royal bullshit is astounding.
All those words, and they still meant absolutely nothing.
Eshlynâs smile didnât falter, but I saw the shift, a slight tightening at the corners.
âWeâre honored, Your Majesty,â she said smoothly. âThough I imagine you didnât bring us here to discuss dinner pairings.â
The Queen chuckled in the way that echoed her position. âI must admit, Iâm in love with that brilliant mind of yours, and no, of course not.â
âOur ears await your every word, Your Majesty,â Eshlyn said with a graceful nod.
Laying it on a little thick, huh? I tossed the thought toward her as if she could hear me.
âVery well.â
The Queen leaned forward, folding her hands atop the polished wood.
âThe cure you provided for the parasite was elegant. Potent. But, as with many things in life, temporary.â She didnât falter. Her voice remained steady, almost serene. It was so calm, I nearly missed what she was actually saying.
âAs of last week, the dormant sample we treated began to stir. Small anomalies and preliminary movement but my herbalists say itâs continuing to mutate.â
And then, like the final card in a half-forgotten game, her eyes settled on Dent, and so did mine.
Dent didnât move. Didnât speak. But I caught it, the slight twitch in his jaw, the way his hands clenched just a little too tightly in his lap. Barely there, but enough.
My head snapped back to the Queen. All of it catching up to me at once.
âExcuse me!?â I blurted out, loud enough to silence every utensil at the table.
âIf Dentâs still infected,â I continued, my voice sharp and rising despite every effort to contain it, âthen maybe you could have warned us, instead of trolling us out here for bullshit wine and flattery.â
The room went deathly quiet.
Rage bloomed in my chest, white-hot and expanding. I felt it in my throat, my fingertips, my vision.
It was all I could do not to say more.
And yet, she laughed.
The Queen chuckled.
A soft, amused sound, like we were playing a game Iâd only just started to understand.
And suddenly, I realized I was standing.
I hadnât even felt my legs move, but the soldiers had. I could feel them now, positioned behind me, silent and coiled.
Val stood in sequence, his chair scraping softly against the stone.
I wasnât sure, but I swore he shoved someone. Not hard, but enough to shift between me and the nearest soldier.
He didnât say a word.
But the message was clear.
I wanted to throw something.
A steak knife. The wine bottle. The table.
âSo you can speak after all,â the Queen said lightly. âHow refreshing, to see a fire beneath the veil.â
Valâs hand found mine next, pulling gently toward my seat like a silent anchor.
But I didnât sit.
Eshlyn stood then, placing one calm hand on my shoulder, measured and grounding.
âI believe what my partner would like to express,â she said smoothly, âis that this comes as a surprise. And is alarming.â
Between her hand and Valâs, I let myself be eased back into the chair.
But I didnât look away.
The Queenâs chuckle lingered in my head like perfume.
âYour clarification is appreciated, Eshlyn.â She paused. âWe are nothing if not understanding,â she said calmly, âand merciful.â
I felt the soldier's presence fade from behind me, but her gaze lingered, not cold but assessing, like sheâd just spotted a crack in the paint and was already imagining what was beneath.
âIf it wasnât so premature and childish, I might even find it delightful,â she added, âTo finally encounter someone with teeth. That is.â
I didnât respond. Couldnât. My jaw was clenched tight enough to ache.
âRest assured,â she continued, her tone soft as silk, âif I had the luxury of offering answers in a more⌠timely fashion, I would have. But I donât share rumors. Only truths.â
This lying prick knows exactly what she did.
She folded her hands again. âHere is the truth: The parasite remains. It is evolving. Quietly, persistently, and must be contained, for everyone's safety.â She turned her attention to Dent now, but spoke to all of us. âThis is not a crisis yet, but it will be. Before that happens, I intend to snuff it out.â
Val shifted beside me, subtle but sharp. Eshlynâs fingers tapped once against the table before stilling. âYou want us to go back?â She asked, voice calm but wary.
The Queen inclined her head. âYes. This time with a team. Healers. Herbalists. And another party of Ascenders, for protection and observation.â
âAs prepared as possible, of course,â she added, almost as an afterthought.
âAnd Dent?â Selene asked, her first words all evening.
âWill accompany you,â the Queen said simply. âHe is a live subject. His condition may be key to understanding the mutations.â
Dent didnât move. Didnât blink.
âSo weâre lab rats now,â I muttered, trying to quell the bite still lingering in my voice.
âNo,â the Queen said. âYouâre a cure in motion.
And the Floor needs you.â
Silence followed.
Finally, Eshlyn sat back in her chair. âWith all due respect, Your Majesty. Weâll need time to consider it.â
âNaturally,â the Queen replied. âYouâre welcome to remain in the Citadel tonight as guests of the Crown. Rooms have been prepared.â
Her smile returned, graceful and practiced. âWe begin in two days. I trust that is enough time to gather your courage.â